.... let me explain.
I never found my comfort with being in isolation after the incident with Ginger a few weeks ago and living through what it takes to get help. My blood pressure went sky high - 200/116 on most days and those numbers threw me into a panic worrying about how would I get out should I have a medical emergency that required immediate attention.
Yes, there are some health folks in the village, but most locals will tell you stories how the wait for a medical emergency can take hours and hours and up to days - I couldn't accept that kind of health care for my health and possible life.
I am now back in Wichita, KS - after not being able to get out the original date I was planning on leaving due to fog (again, this validates the uncertainty of getting out for help if needed). Then - an ice storm in the mid west created a few days delay - but I finally made it home and am looking forward to life being settled.
I had this awesome and wonderful plan on how to finalize my blog - but, I think I'll just end it with just a simple period at the end of this sentence.
I'm glad you made it home safely. This adventure may have ended sooner than you planned and in a way different than you intended, but you can't put a price tag on your health. You made the decision that was right for you and that is okay. You've had an experience that few will ever get to have. Treasure the good memories, learn from the bad, and look forward to what life has for you next.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your journey with us.
Aww Michelle, I agree with Mrs. S. You've had a fantastic couple of months with memories and adventures that you will always remember! And went places and did things that few of us will ever do! You met wonderful folks in the village and you entered the hearts of your students who loved you and respected you and learned a lot from you!
ReplyDeleteBeing that remote sure would scare the heck out of me! As a mother of fur babies myself, I can't even imagine the panic that you endured while trying to get to Anchorage to a vet for Ginger! Few of us will ever totally understand the isolation and remoteness of a bush village. But you shared your experiences and photos with us. I felt as though I was right there with you!
I'm sure that your students will miss you as you will also love and miss them! But I truly believe that you made the right decision for you! You have to do what is best for you and your health and mental well being. Very high blood pressure is a serious issue and life threatening health concern. I am so glad that you and the dogs finally made back to Kansa safely.
Just know that you must first help yourself before helping others. You taught your students well and I know that you positively changed their lives while you were in Togiak.
Good byes and farewells are never easy and I'm sure ending your blog is bittersweet. You have your memories and also know that you positively influenced the lives of your students and they will always remember that they had a kind and caring teacher!